I am again quite inactive. Sick, Computer broken, new computer without programs and internet...NO Money. University will start next monday, but finally a small room which moved into at the beginning of october. It can only get better.

Hey,

I am back from Finnland and it is weird. Things have changed so much during the last year or live was going so fast that it seems that I missed a few things. Beeing back in germany is not a very good feeling. I was so happy with Finnland and now all the old problems came up again. I am still searching a room to live which is not so far from university, but I won't get anything before November.The worst problem is that they have shortened my money. Its even not enough to pay a monthly rent in a studentdormitory and I don't want to go back to my parents. Its really strange: I was coming back and everything was just baaaaaaaaad. It like coming home but somehow I missed the right crossway to arrive there. Another problem is this new DA skin. Since DA has introduced the new layout my computer is totally fucked. I have a lot of problems with uploading or deleting and reading messanges. It takes a long time or doesn't work et al. I couldn really whatch the pictures on my whatch list, because it took so long to open them or tey even don't. New style looks not bad but it takes to many resources for my computer. I hope you are notso angry with me that I cannot comment everything. Atthe moment I am fighting to et my life back. I know I have to update the list down there. It will happen at some point.

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Today is one of these days were I got up and suddendly feel, that there are many things that I miss so much. My Family and my Friends. Well yeah as you can see I am mor active again, but thats just until march, because I don't have lectures yet- at least no lectures in a language that I may understand.

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Hei Guys,

I hope you miss me , probably not. I`m sorry, but I will remain relatively inaktive until December, besauce I have a lot of stuff to do. Studying here in Finnlande is rather hard and I would say that it's harder than in germany. The course requirements and the level of knowledge required for the courses is much higher. When I came here I've got the impression to know nothing. At the moment I'm fighting really hard with physics and mathematics. I've never been good in such subjects...but for my disadvantage there are homeworks to hand in -_-...I don't have time to draw something and that annoys me most ....(Why I've forgotten so many vocabs...) and when I want to draw something I really recognize that there is the exercising missing. would tell me to use a sketchbook during the lectures under my coursebook, but I must dissapoint you. In courses with just 5 people it is highly possible that you are asked by the lecturer to awnser something and this is a problem if he sees you drawing instead of learning. This happend to me last week so I gave it up...Hopefully the rush will be over in december and I can draw something, but don't exspect to much because I'm out of training for a while....it's horrorful.

This morning I met a classmate of mine. We where just chatting. After a while he starts to complain,why everybody is so busy, but not he. I told him to have the same problem and something else. I told him about...

Last week I wanted to take a course, which has already started. The room was not announced so I went to the head of student affairs and she called the Prof for me. He was a kind of blockhead, not telling where the room is. The woman of student affairs told him what my problem was, and he just said:" I won't take you"...Well ok the course is in finish and my finnish is not very well...underdeveloped to say..but it is one of my core subjects...After asking him to make an appointment to discuss this he said he won't make any appointments with...I shall come and meet him earliest at the third of october...

After telling this to my friend he told me a story about his study in Poland.

Professor giving a lesson, starts to ask the students...

Prof: "Do you know what a student is?"
Studis: "...."
Prof:" A student is a little shit, swimming very very hard in the big ocean called studies to reach a little Island, which is called Bachelor."

After a some minuts of silence another student was asking...

Stud:" Professor, Do you know what a Professor is"
Prof:" Dunno.."
Stud:" A Prof is a little shit swam very very hard in the ocean called studies to reach an little Island called Habilitation and know making big waves that other shits swimming very hard cannot reach this Island ever."

I think this is somehow true....


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